Hi all,
I would like to share with you an experience I had this week, which can only be described as “half-manifesting.” I would be interested on your comments in it.
I have been working with various techniques to Manifest more Money into my life. One of these has been clearing the chakras, particularly the base chakra (where the energies of money and fear are held) with Dyan Garris’ Money and Manifesting Book and Teleclass.
My friend Neil Long has also been running a course called Creating Money, based on the work of Sonaya Roman.
One of the processes in that course has been to set an intention for a monthly amount of income and to create a vortex of energy to draw that into your life.
The figure I had set for myself with that exercise was £25,000 a month. That is a figure that would allow us to accomplish a lot of things in our lives, not least , it would allow my husband, Greg, to give up his job and concentrate full time on his stunning photography- and also help me with home-educating our daughters.
Anyway, I had been practising techniques from both sources for a few days and on Thursday of last week, 29th May 2008, I had a somewhat bizarre experience with money.
A friend of mine had called to visit and we were talking about my Angels of Abundance website and my new product, Meet Your Angel Relaxation and the series of those that I am planning.
She told me how strongly she could feel the presence of Angels in the room.
That same morning I had been doing a bit of financial juggling, to make sure everything got paid for the end of the month.
I was expecting a transfer of around £20 to come into the account.
When I checked the bank balance, I could not believe my eyes!
I really did not know what to make of it and thought I must be dreaming.
There in the account was £20,979!
Nearly £21,000 staring back at me from the computer screen!
I had such a rush of mixed emotions and questions running through my head.
Could that be right? Was that a bank error? Was it mine? Was it a gift from the Universe?
BTW, computers can be a great way for the Universe to gift us extra cash!
The questions continued- did I dare take it out and spend it? was the bank going to come back and claim it back?
I decided I would leave it there and not touch it. If it was still there the following morning, I would assume it was a gift from the Angels and the Universe and I would keep it.
The next morning it was still there, yet I was not wholly convinced it was mine. I could not quite bring myself to draw on it. Some part of me doubted that it was truly mine.
Or perhaps that it could even be that easy for money to come to me.
It sat in the account all through the day on Friday. It was so tempting to draw it all out. It was so tantalising. So near ….. and yet….. was it really mine?
Could this really be Manifesting in Action?
I was starting to get used to the comfort and security that having that much cash in the bank was giving me. I was tentatively starting to plan what I would spend it on.
When I checked on Saturday morning, it had gone.
The bank had obviously decided they had found their error and reclaimed their money.
Other luck seemed to desert me as well. We only had one number out of 6 on the Saturday Lotto.
I did, however, have a terrific response to my Meet Your Angel Relaxation audio.
I felt very encouraged about creating the next one- “Meet Your Angel and ask about Money”.
I think maybe that really is a case of teaching what I most need to learn!
So the questions I have been pondering are:
1) Was that money a gift from the Universe and some part of me pushed it away?
2) If that was the case, why did I push it away?
3) Was it a sign that my manifesting skills are getting better and that they perhaps just need a little fine-tuning?
4) Should I have withdrawn it all and then argued the point with the bank when they came asking for it back?
5) How do I clarify to the Angels and the Universe that, when money comes to me, I would quite like to keep it and be able to spend it for myself?
Any thoughts on this would be most appreciated.
I would certainly welcome any suggestions and ideas on how to add in the other “half” of the manifesting process i.e the receiving and keeping part.
With abundant blessings.
Amanda Goldston